Smoke free for
I have been smoke free for 78 days.
I filed for disability also. It makes me feel so low about myself but I have no way of making an income. Between my allergies, my back, my arthritis, anxiety, mood disorder, and everything, I can't find anyone who will hire me. I am actually getting a little desperate. I really really really NEED to be able to pay my bills.
I was able to pay rent, electric, and internet this month. But ALL of my medical bills are horribly behind. If I just had a little bit of income, even $800, I could pay all my bills and child support would cover the rest. I wouldn't even need food stamps. I can't tell you how much that would mean to me. My morale would be better... not great, I rarely have those days now. I would just be a little less stressed.
The weird thing is, I need money for my anxiety meds which I can barely afford, which stresses me out, which makes me need more medicine. The more money I have, the less medication I need so I don't have to spend as much on it. LOL Life's a cruel bitch.
I filed for disability also. It makes me feel so low about myself but I have no way of making an income. Between my allergies, my back, my arthritis, anxiety, mood disorder, and everything, I can't find anyone who will hire me. I am actually getting a little desperate. I really really really NEED to be able to pay my bills.
I was able to pay rent, electric, and internet this month. But ALL of my medical bills are horribly behind. If I just had a little bit of income, even $800, I could pay all my bills and child support would cover the rest. I wouldn't even need food stamps. I can't tell you how much that would mean to me. My morale would be better... not great, I rarely have those days now. I would just be a little less stressed.
The weird thing is, I need money for my anxiety meds which I can barely afford, which stresses me out, which makes me need more medicine. The more money I have, the less medication I need so I don't have to spend as much on it. LOL Life's a cruel bitch.
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