Smiley Face Back On

Ashley pointed out that my happy face dropped to a medium-face yesterday.  That was because I was so worried about this weird, weird state of having been told I'm pregnant.  It's so unreal, and of course terrifying that it might end. But I'm taking KerryW's advice to just enjoy it.  James, during this two week wait, said that I could worry but he was just going to think positively and enjoy the thought of our buns.  So I guess that's what I'm going to try to do. My beta went from the original 1683 to 3100 today, so that's good.  I won't have another test until after the holiday weekend.  So I'm, well, independent from the RE's office.  How weird is that? I've also been a little cautious about getting into the Pregnancy after Loss/Miscarriage forum.  I feel like my family is in Infertility.  But as long as my Friends are my Friends, I guess it doesn't matter where I am.   What a worrier I've become! That ends now! Much love to you all, especially my friends who haven't gotten this same weird news YET for themselves.