sludge
I'm only updating so that I can see that sobriety number. I really need some positive FUCKING FUCKKKKDKDKDKDKDK just anything fucking positive in my life right now....That's not true. There are many positives...I just don't have time to think of one....My daughter is breaking my heart. The pain is something I could never imagine. The fear...The concern. I want to say FUCK THIS. I want to be DONE. Can a mother do that? Stupid tears for that person... Fuck this shit, I'm still sober. And purge-free. I'm holding on to that. That's MINE.
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hahaha Creative title. Very appropriate to your life.