Slowly feeling better

I'm slowly feeling better. Today, my mom and I went to visit my dad's grave. I was glad I went. It was a great way to spend Valentine's Day. It's been about two weeks since I joined this forum. I'm making such wonderful friends. Everyone's support and advice has been helpful. I feel like I'm slowly coming out of my grief.... I'm still working on my co-dependency issues with friends and family. But now, instead of pining over people who have hurt me, or wondering why they don't contact or email.... I now focus on my own healing. I reach out to people on this forum and offer help and give a hug and it feels good. I will be having my infertility procedures next week. I am hoping for the best and trying to stay positive. I will be positive. I remember this quote again:
So often time it happens, we all live our life in chains, and we never even know we have the key. ~The Eagles, "Already Gone" 
I have to keep remembering that I have the key, the control, and the power.



I\'m so glad you\'re feeling better, although that\'s seems a long way for me. But people like you make me hopeful