Slow start of the day

I am having a slow start of the day.  Over slept.  I don't know why.  I had a big meal yesterday night.  It might have pulled down my mood. I am up and running again.  My mood is stable.  I am thinking to taking the risk and calling my friend to watch a soccer game.  I don't know if I will have to courage or energy to do it.  Maybe it would be good to do it.  My mom is in a bad mood.  I got a little distracted taht she is in this mood.  I felt some sadness in me that she is sad.  She was speaking in a baby voice, which I felt was concealing some hurt feelings she has.  She just burst into laughter and maybe she is now feeling ok.  I have been tired, feeling grounded by the weight of the problems that I have.  I don't know if that is the right description of what I am feeling.  I am exhausted.  It is not easy.  Maybe I will call my friend and we will go out.  Still early to call him.  I have to run an errand to get some stuff for my sister.  No big deal.  I feel like I want to buy a nice antique piece from a nice oriental place.  Maybe it will lift up my mood.  I heard shopping lifts one's mood.  Maybe I will do it.  Fuck money.  Money always matters. AGHHHHHH.