Sloow Down

Dad is being mean.  It's been a long time since he's done this.  He criticizes and shames. I am feeling caught up in T's new world, he said welcome to my high pressured world I said no. I have his truck.  My mechanic could not repair my car, it is rare and expensive. I am tired of feeling obligated - I want to give out of overflowing not out of a sense of obligation.  I'd rather let it go afer a couple weeks.  I like having the truck, I like the company of T's son he is a treasure, and T is pretty cool, it's just drama and stress. I made a list of my needs last night, and it is up to me to take care of them.  My past was self neglect to the point of needing rescue.