Slit my fucking throat

Truly want to fucking dieMy life is a huge jokeGrab the sharpest knife I ownSlit my fucking throatHow long would I bleed ya think?Few mins at the most...Do you think Id regret it As I sat and choked... Maybe I should find out nowWho really fucking caresNo one really loves me hereNo one would be awareFind me in a puddle of bloodLying on the floorMaybe they would finely seewhat they missed beforeAll this pain I feel inside Its very fucking real!!Why does no one seem to seeThat this is how I feelHow many times I've cried for helpNo one heeds my callsNo one can save me nowNot at fucking all!!I will be gone so very soonGoodbye cruel cruel worldAll of this could have been sparedIf I could find a girlSomeone who would love mePick me up when I once more fallBut I am worthless, always wasHurt by one and allSo now I say goodbye once moreas the blood runs down my chestNow the world fades to blackThis will be my final breath......