Slippin thru a Crack......I'm stuck...
Life sure has it's stormy weather... or so it seems to some of us... while the world goes on around us... we seem to be tossed about on a stormy sea...
there is this big crack in my life that I'm sucked into.. alas it's not big enough for my fat hinny to slip thru...so at times I seem to just dangle here.. between what is, and what will be...
the mind seems to be firmly wedged in the past.. what if...if only... Why...so many choices... so many I choose badly...i looked forward to my mature years.... in hope to abandon all those dark hours of pain, doubt, and confusion...
with hope of a period in my life where I might find some peace of mine to just relax with my remote and my best little friend in the easy chair ...watchin the grandkids play and the worries of yesterday all behind me...
yet I must endure... watchin as some folks try to force my learning disable son into a crack they manufactor for him with all their little computer skills...and government required regulations, that are either under funded or completely without funds to support the needs of a white non minority Male...
one thing that keeps me haning in here is ...my strong belief that you shouldn't give up on your kids... even when they give up on you...
I have a 20 year old ten year old.... how do you deal with that... when the only thing he qualifies for at his age is to be tossed out into the street ...(according to those that belive I'm cuddling, and enabling my son's disability) yet he's been graduated from high school with a 3.5 grade average...
he can't read and understand simple instructions... but he's intelligent.. and has so much he could offer if he recieved the right training... alas.. no one wants to train him.. but they sure as hell us him when they need to qualify for some government funding... then they fire him... and take the money and run...
There is a crack in this world... it's called affirmitive action... and white males are being neglected just because the words men is missin from the law that was meant to protect everyone from discrimination...
I'm reallly worried for my son...I'm worried about America...it seems to be goin to hell in a paper bag... since those elected officials in Congress wont spend enuff to buy a small basket.. jeesh...
Don't Blame Obama....blame the folks that are suppose to be taking care of America... Congress and the House of ...? how can they call it representives... who's being represented.. any old who....Not Tax payin American Citizens...
Well this is a deeep hole .... if i do fall thru this here crack... I got a long way to go before I hit bottom...Oh well.... I don't bounce well at this age ... even if I do have a 400 pound butt... it just don't bounce... but it is funny as hell when i slipp on the Ice... yeppers.. even I laughted...
i watch all the garbage floatin around... and the tongues a waggin.. fingers a pointin... but no one.. is making any real decent efforts to clean up... fix up... or repair the damage Capitalism has wrecked havoc upon us all these years...
As congress bails out banks and auto makers.. and passes laws to give even more control to Insurance groups.. (they probably own most of em any way) American Citizens are denied the most and simple article of the Constitution... to provide for the General Welfare of the Public...
there is a crack in our lifes... in our hopes and dreams... and the American Dream... is fast becomeing a Nightmare...
I'll shut up now.. (gosh did I hear an Amen...?)
there is this big crack in my life that I'm sucked into.. alas it's not big enough for my fat hinny to slip thru...so at times I seem to just dangle here.. between what is, and what will be...
the mind seems to be firmly wedged in the past.. what if...if only... Why...so many choices... so many I choose badly...i looked forward to my mature years.... in hope to abandon all those dark hours of pain, doubt, and confusion...
with hope of a period in my life where I might find some peace of mine to just relax with my remote and my best little friend in the easy chair ...watchin the grandkids play and the worries of yesterday all behind me...
yet I must endure... watchin as some folks try to force my learning disable son into a crack they manufactor for him with all their little computer skills...and government required regulations, that are either under funded or completely without funds to support the needs of a white non minority Male...
one thing that keeps me haning in here is ...my strong belief that you shouldn't give up on your kids... even when they give up on you...
I have a 20 year old ten year old.... how do you deal with that... when the only thing he qualifies for at his age is to be tossed out into the street ...(according to those that belive I'm cuddling, and enabling my son's disability) yet he's been graduated from high school with a 3.5 grade average...
he can't read and understand simple instructions... but he's intelligent.. and has so much he could offer if he recieved the right training... alas.. no one wants to train him.. but they sure as hell us him when they need to qualify for some government funding... then they fire him... and take the money and run...
There is a crack in this world... it's called affirmitive action... and white males are being neglected just because the words men is missin from the law that was meant to protect everyone from discrimination...
I'm reallly worried for my son...I'm worried about America...it seems to be goin to hell in a paper bag... since those elected officials in Congress wont spend enuff to buy a small basket.. jeesh...
Don't Blame Obama....blame the folks that are suppose to be taking care of America... Congress and the House of ...? how can they call it representives... who's being represented.. any old who....Not Tax payin American Citizens...
Well this is a deeep hole .... if i do fall thru this here crack... I got a long way to go before I hit bottom...Oh well.... I don't bounce well at this age ... even if I do have a 400 pound butt... it just don't bounce... but it is funny as hell when i slipp on the Ice... yeppers.. even I laughted...
i watch all the garbage floatin around... and the tongues a waggin.. fingers a pointin... but no one.. is making any real decent efforts to clean up... fix up... or repair the damage Capitalism has wrecked havoc upon us all these years...
As congress bails out banks and auto makers.. and passes laws to give even more control to Insurance groups.. (they probably own most of em any way) American Citizens are denied the most and simple article of the Constitution... to provide for the General Welfare of the Public...
there is a crack in our lifes... in our hopes and dreams... and the American Dream... is fast becomeing a Nightmare...
I'll shut up now.. (gosh did I hear an Amen...?)
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