SLIPPING

So...yeah.....today when i get backfrom church with some clients this guy that is suspected to be messing around with my wife comes in for work on his day off for some reason, And on top of that they switched her days off to his same days off and thats worrying the hell outta me now.....but she asked me to talk to my boss and see if i can get my one day off switched to one of hers atleast so i guess that could be a good sign, But i just dont know what to do or who to go to now, It feels like i cant trust anyone now. Ive found a house for rent but its owned by a very religious couple and im far from that so thats not a good idea for me to go with. all ive been wanting to do all day is go grab a bat and tear this motherfucker up and leaving him with all that pain and letting him know that he is nothing to me and will NEVER mess with another motherfuckers wife EVER AGAIN if he's even doing it now as i have zero proof as to the " rumor " But i feel so damned pent up with rage that i cant help but to visualize all of this on a daily basis and i cant fucking stop it and that in itself is driving me even further to the edge and its like i cant pull myself back from it. I have no idea what to do or how to do it.