Sleepy Monday

I feel dreadful this morning.  I had absolutely no sleep all weekend.  I caught a glimpse of myself in the mirror yesterday and I was white as a sheet.  Of course my poor eyes have deep hollow circles.  It scares me. 

Even though I see the doctor in 4 days, Im going to Urgent Care tonight like I should have a week ago.  I broke down this morning told my beau I wasnt sure how I was going to drive to work and do payroll today.  Im just tired.  If my boss snaps at me, Im liable to snap back.  Im too tired to be hungry, anxious, sad.  I just need sleep.  I have no appetite.  I did force myself to eat dinner last night but Im too tired to eat.  

I hope I can sleep soon.