Sleepless

I cannot sleep, baby boy. I cannot fathom that it has been two years worth of Sunday 2am's since you have been gone. How can that be? How can I have lived that many days without you? I am falling apart here and I can't call you to whine. No one else here can understand this, nor does it seem, do they want to.I just can't seem to get my footing. Two years of walking on shifting sand. I miss you Patrick, I just miss you.

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RememberKala
RememberKala

(((Patrick)))
Livingjuicy
Livingjuicy

Understanding so very deeply and with you dearest Lauri. Keep breathing and putting one foot in front of the other as you are and slowly the shifting sands will begin to feel a bit more steady under those very brave and courageous feet of yours.

Thank goodness we have one another, so take a hand and we\'ll keep walking together.

Hand in hand and Heart to heart with love,
XO Joanie
MomofJosh
MomofJosh

Gentlest of hugs, dear Lauri. It is difficult to get through these days when there are so many without them. The intensity sometimes becomes too much! I am holding you tight as I think of you and Patrick.
Sending love and prayers of healing,
Leda
carasmom
carasmom

I have and guess I always will felt the intense longing to hold Cara... to make things all right... and it hurts and it always will... I pray your mind will be filled with images and memories shared with Patrick in wonderful moments. Hugs to you and Patrick. Elissa
CFMOM2
CFMOM2

Yes the missing is such an ache never to go away. Hoping Patrick can send you some sign of his love. Hugs, Kathy xoxox