sleep issues!!
it's been a week of walking on shattered glass.
maybe i exaggerate. But for the last many days (yes that makes sense to me) I have been waking up in the middle of the night, only to stare at the ceiling (in the dark) for a few hours. I have to take the concept that despite this, that I am still okay, nothing is different, and I still have to move on, and not complain about my lack of sleep. and honestly, so far I am managing all right.
This morning I was up at one AM. this kind of crap on a Monday morning is usually is enough to set me off for the week. I simply don't get it. Some days I will sleep all the way through the night and feel lousy all day. Now I am sleeping a lot less and I am managing, I guess, about the same.
What the hell. I still feel that I could benefit from more time sleeping. But I don't get that choice unless I sleep at my desk, which isn't want I want.
Busy busy. We bought some stuff. We are renovating our bathroom, something we had been planning on for a few years, and now it's finally time. that'll keep me busy for a while. We stripped off wallpaper and tile last night. Next we preapre the walls and patch and fix them up all nice-like. then it's wainscot and a new countertop for the vanity. and new sinks and faucets. Hot hot. It better look good when we're done. we are so fussy about how it will look and we have no confidence in interior design (especially with our budget) and we have to choose between two countertops that both have plusses and minuses, and we have to commit to one and just get through it. That is so hard for us.
Also had to lecture the boy. We are tired of his sendentary lifestyle. We told him that he needs some activity to keep him busy, and Facebook does not qualify. He needs to get involved in something. If he cannot find something on his own, we willl send him to the youth group at the church, which is basically against his religion, but hopefully it will light a fire beneath him.
and that's that. Have a great day.
maybe i exaggerate. But for the last many days (yes that makes sense to me) I have been waking up in the middle of the night, only to stare at the ceiling (in the dark) for a few hours. I have to take the concept that despite this, that I am still okay, nothing is different, and I still have to move on, and not complain about my lack of sleep. and honestly, so far I am managing all right.
This morning I was up at one AM. this kind of crap on a Monday morning is usually is enough to set me off for the week. I simply don't get it. Some days I will sleep all the way through the night and feel lousy all day. Now I am sleeping a lot less and I am managing, I guess, about the same.
What the hell. I still feel that I could benefit from more time sleeping. But I don't get that choice unless I sleep at my desk, which isn't want I want.
Busy busy. We bought some stuff. We are renovating our bathroom, something we had been planning on for a few years, and now it's finally time. that'll keep me busy for a while. We stripped off wallpaper and tile last night. Next we preapre the walls and patch and fix them up all nice-like. then it's wainscot and a new countertop for the vanity. and new sinks and faucets. Hot hot. It better look good when we're done. we are so fussy about how it will look and we have no confidence in interior design (especially with our budget) and we have to choose between two countertops that both have plusses and minuses, and we have to commit to one and just get through it. That is so hard for us.
Also had to lecture the boy. We are tired of his sendentary lifestyle. We told him that he needs some activity to keep him busy, and Facebook does not qualify. He needs to get involved in something. If he cannot find something on his own, we willl send him to the youth group at the church, which is basically against his religion, but hopefully it will light a fire beneath him.
and that's that. Have a great day.
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