slacking

Still a bit upset that I didn't get to post for a week I should have stayed on top that I shouldn't let anything else come before this. Especially this since it id about my future and recovery so I have new system I am going to try hopefully thst keeps me on top of it ad I don't miss any days. This is more important to me and I have to put more effort if I am going to continue to survive out there. So I hope I don't screw it up again and dissapoint/upset my wife since I am the only one that can hold this relationship together it all depends on my recovery and the amount of work I put into it.