Skrewed!!!

Ok so... Yea she left... She said take care of her place... I did the best I could! Granted I'm not the best at this stuff as its usually hella overwhelming...! Soooo yea she's supposedly coming back in a couple days and here goes the text about HER standards...  I just got to a fairly decent enough point that what I was doing was nt going to fail... a lil bit of hope that  could get my life on track and get the business together! As I try to type this I'm struggling to breathe and these stupid ass tears aren't helping! WTF am I goin to do!!! Oh it hurts!!! Ugh... I have no idea where to even begin... Granted she claimed we would work things out but I cant tell whats real and her lies anymore... The reality is this is her place and all of us don't really fit... which goes back to the part of the text sayin that my stuff can be thrown out or put in storage... I'm on disability and can barely afford the storage I have now... UGH... breathe!!!  Minds racing and I cant breathe... UGH!!!!