Sitting, Waiting, Wishing...

I was listening to that Jack Johnson song today and though the title was so appropriate.
 
Feeling sick and not going to see my dr until next week. I swear that every inch of my body hurts today. And I know when I tell people that they must think I'm exaggerating but it really does hurt. I know a lot of people on here can relate.
 
Why must some of us go through these struggles? Why are we chosen? Is it to teach us a lesson, make us stronger? I ponder over this all day long. I don't understand why bad things happen to bad people. There are convicted criminals in jail in better health than me.
Just feeling like hell today and venting...