Sitting Home Alone
Sitting home alone. My "wife" said she is going out to eat with her friend that she helped move. Left at 6pm and now it is 1130. I dont know what to do. Feel like I should go out and see what or who she is with. But what does it matter. She doesnt love me anymore so if she is seeing someone else should I really care. Part of me says yes because it is disrepectful for her to do this when we havent divorced yet but in her mind we are not together and its is only a paper process. Not sure if I can trust her ever again and I dont believe anything she says. Maybe she is telling the truth but she hasnt in a while so here we go again.
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reading your journal entry has brought a tear to my eye. i know how that feels. when you find out someones been lying its hard to believe anything they say. my husband says that he hasnt loved me in years! how do you hide that? excellent liar i guess. now i constantly wonder if their is someone else, he says no but how do you trust a liar? however, does it matter? he\'s not coming back, but i know what your saying, my husband says that marriage is only a piece of paper and that hes not married in his heart. guess the point is do i really want to be with someone who feels like this and has treated me like this....no. i love him, absolutely, but i know in my heart i deserve more and so do you. feel free to message me, i really do understand and im going through the same feelings as you it seems. try and stay positive, easy to say i know, take care x
I totally feel your pain. The fact that they could look into our eyes and tell us that they loved us for so long and it not be true. Then when I told her that I loved her she would reply the same. I guess some people dont really mean it when they read their vows. I think their was something in there like \"Till death do us part\" and \"in sickness and in health\". I guess good and honest people get the short end of the stick in the end. Yeah I know \"lets start the pitty party\".