since last time

 To say the last time I went to the doctors was dramatic is a bit off an understatement. I arrived home from uni and went to the local doctors in the hope to get a repeat slip for the antidepressants I had been put on 9 months earlier. Only my doctor at home threw the remainer of the pills across the room and in to the bin declaring the doctor responsable for putting me on the an idiot.  I've been living with M.E for 4 years now and apparently its not M.E I have!!! Many more blood tests, and 4 years in to this I'm still waiting for an answer. It sounds awful but i'm starting to lose the little hope i had that this might get better.