Signing tomorrow

Well things started snowballing in my favor starting this week. My STBX is willing to give up custody, although she thinks our son will want to come live with her at some point. Which I'm sure he will as well, but for now she is giving me custody and paying me spousal and child support to move back into the house until it sells. Then we will have to find a place that takes our puppies so we don't have to find them homes. I'm trying to keep focused on my son and his continuing happiness and well being. I think that has really helped me get throught this because I took my feelings out of it as best I could and concentrated on what would be best for him. She is trying to buddy up to me now, dropping the no contact order. Sending me all kinds of emails, I don't want anything from her. I have what's most important to me and that's my son. I still love her, I know that's crazy, but I just feel that she is ill and doesn't really know what she is doing. That said I still have to deal with the reality of her actions and that is where we are at now. All things considered I've actually come out in relatively good shape and I'm in a position to be a positive role model for our son. Thanks to all of my DS friends who have been a HUGE lifeline keeping me afloat. I don't think you really know how much your support helped me then and continues to help me now. There is no way to quantify how much I value you folks and needless to say I can never repay you. I pray that God grants everyone some healing grace and quiets the turmoil in all of our lives.