*Sigh*, I dont know what day it is regarding self discovery =(
The infertility witch came to visit today and it was hard getting her to leave. She blamed me for my infertility and that if I would have did this or that then maybe I would be able to conceive. She told me that I couldnt do what other women couldn't. She even told me that I was less than a normal woman and how could my husband love me. After lots crying and anger, I had to kick that heffa out of here. The sting of her words left me discourage and feeling defeated. I had to really pray to get my peace back. So I went for a walk and bought my lemon honey green tea, I decided to go home and let my husband hold and kiss me!! Just in case you don't know who the infertility witch is, she is my negative thoughts and my bad moods towards IF. I am sure she'll come knockin again, but I have to try and not let her get the best of me!! Sometimes I can just kick her big you know what!!! UGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHH!!!!
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I am glad you kicked her out...You will be mother soon and you are normal! Sometimes the witch makes rounds to all of us, but it is just a test .
You need to let her know she is not wanted here anymore and you dare her to stick her ugly head up again.(excuse my language).That witch got me mad.Good for you!
I like how you personify your negative feelings... I think that\'s a good way to go. It makes it easier to kick those \"heffas\" out of your head! I pray that you continue to fight against the negativity. It\'s so important.