“Sigh”
I don’t know, I don’t know what I want, need and how to fix it. I am a single 25 year old lesbian woman living with my mother younger sister and her husband. I have no job no nothing. I guess the only thing I have going for me is school but I want and need more. Everyday I feel lost and worthless. I sometimes feel as though this will always be my life. Having no no future no job no goals. But the funny thing is that I have goals and an idea of what I want to do with my life. The problem is I have to many goals to many dreams. Plus the pain from TMJ, Arthritis in my foot and shoulder pain. All that pain causes horrible headaches. All of these just make me even more depressed and worthless. I just need the help and some way to get control of my life. Be my own person, live for myself and not my family. They seem to only let me do anything when it benefits them but when I need something it’s an issue. I just need to be on my own and learn to be an adult. I just need some peace and pain free. I can’t even remember the last time I was pain free. That’s sad
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Hi. I just saw this. I haven't been on in awhile and just started coming back lately. I can relate to how ur feeling about life. I've felt this way for a long time. I had plans and goals for my life but it's VERY hard to reach them when struggling and dealing with so much emotionally, physically and situationally . I hope ur doing ok today and receive this reply....
Hello Lilly23, I’ve recently come back to this because I thought I was okay. But guess not. As for being okay, I would say im far from it. I can pit on a good act of being okay and happy with how my life turned out but inside in crying and sad. I want to be doing more but the physical pain I deal with prevents me, and I feel lonley. I want someone to be there for me as a friend, and eventually a lover. How is everything on your end?