sick of it
I just dont understand why I dont have the balls to just leave him and move on with the kids and myself. Im so sick of him taking out his stress out on me. Im tired of being yelled at and going thru this abuse . My god give me a break . He thinks he does everything but I do nothing . I feel I have to defend what kind of mother I am and how much my kids mean to me . I shouldnt have to do that. I just want to punch him in the face and let him feel some pain for once but I cant because in the end I would be the one getting hurt . He would kick my ass. I just want to scream
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I feel bad for you and your kids having to live like that. My ex abuser didn\'t care if he put the kids through hell too and he would do it again still if I let him so I hope you find the strength and a way to put an end to it for your sake and the kids. It does a lot of damage to children to see that behavior. I\'m sorry its like that for you. i got out. I still worry about where the food will come from next month but I think things will keep improving. I have to trust God.