sick of waiting............

No symptoms for the past few days.   its weird!!  Rang my nurse and told her i cant wait until the scan and if i can have another blood test.  She said there is no point and i have to be patient.  ohhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!     SHe said if i have had no major cramping and bleeding which i havent then I should be ok for next wednesday.   But im impatient..  All ivf has ever told me is to wait, wait.   ha. wait for my period then start the medicatiom, wait for 2weeks for pregnancy test,  wait wait.  ANd now its wait till next wednesday.   ha.. A few girls at work told me stories about there friends falling pregnant (not planned) and they were heavily drinking, partying and taking drugs and had no miscarriages.   Here is me who doesnt smoke, drink or do drugs and im so paranoid.  If i miscarry im going to be so annoyed.   oh well.  wait and see.....