Sick of Pain

After struggling for 10 years with pain i finally got diagnosed with Fibromyalgia 6 months ago. I am on so many medication to control the pain it is crazy. My pain level on a good day is 5 or 6 out of 10 on pain scale. On bad days which happen often i am well over a 10. I end up in the ER at least 3 to 5 times a month due to pain. I have depression and anxiety issues. My depression has gotten worse. As months go by my pain increases. Doctors are working left and right on trying to control my pain. I have so many tender spots and my whole body is now sensitive to touch, even wearing clothes I hurt. The doctors have diagnosed my Fibromyalgia as a severe case. I have gotten so bad that I have been bed ridden. I have been having to use a walker to get around here and there due to the pain so severe my legs just want to give out. I fall a lot, the worse is when my legs go numb as i am going down the stairs. I have bruises all over from falling. It hurts me so bad not to be able to interact with my two children. my four year old doesnt understand what is going on. He tries so bad to be careful but sometimes he forgets. I dont yell at him cause i know he doesnt mean it. I had to quit my job due to the pain and unable to stand, walk, or sit for more than anywhere from 10-20 minutes. I know there is no cure for this crappy illness but i want something to control this pain. I want somewhat of my life back. I am only 30 and i feel like in an 90 and on my death bed.