Should be happy...

I should be happy right now, Im going on dates, getting places with people. Still though, still the smallest things get me right down. Someone says something, the way they act, it just gets me down. I hope I can hold it together, after finally meeting someone who can stand to be around me, losing them would hurt a hell of a lot. /sigh I won't cut though...not this year anyways, thats outta my system. I still need help though :(