shot # 16

   Shot 16 was last night !!  Just 8 more to go ..Felt like I got hit by a train this morning , headache , bodyache , etc.. but is going away finally at 2pm pacific time. I go to the doc on Monday will talk about the procrit issue some , Would like to see if I can Qualify for some program or something . My energy level is on the bottom , I just don't want to do anything !     This is becoming an issue with Cindy . She hates it when I don't do anything ! She has every right too , I'm not helping out much around here !! Which in turn makes me feel useless !! I hate this shit !!!  Plus I'll be going back to work in six weeks I need to get back in shape to be able to work for 8 hrs out in the sun !!     Enough of this crap , I need to stay focused and positive !!!