Short update
There have been a lot of things going on, random things in my life making things a littel weird and awkward at times but I will survive. Family issues are always great, right now things are good thank goodness but I have this strange feeling that things will get worse before they get any better. My partner has been toying with the idea of transition again and I believe he has come to a decision.. that's right, HE... yeah so here we go on the rollercoaster again.... Work is stressful right now, changing of hands makes it difficult to be happy sometimes and since I spend so much freakin' time there, it's rather annoying. I am still off meds but now I am on anti-inflammatories and muscle relaxants for my scholiosis and issues with my shoulder and my back and there is the looming possibility of having to go for physio which blows goats but what can you do? I am back to eating super healthy and working out again.. I think I have to for my sanity. I am tired, listless and weary most days but I get by... after all, shit happens!
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Though it wasn\'t a very happy update I\'m still glad that you got around to saying what\'s up in your world. Damn the distance! It makes it so hard to stay in contact :( I\'m sorry that life is a little blah or a lot blah right now, but you are right, things will eventually get better after the spiral down. You can only go so far down before you bounce back up and I think that the stronger we get the easier it is to stop the spiral and begin the rise. Live, Love and Laugh! Remember to smile my friend... good times will come! I\'m thinking of buying a phone card and calling you so if you get some weird random phone number popping up on your phone lol answer it please!!! I\'ll try and call early enough, but also late enough so your cell doesn\'t eat up the minutes... damn the time too because I never know if we are running around the same frequency!!! Much love, Marcy