Shitty
Well im so irrated right now. I want to scream. Stupid people piss me off so bad. Arrrggg. I cant find a damn counselor and it is making crazier than I already am. I feel bad my girl is having a hard time and I just make it worse I feel. Stupid life. What the hell yo. Seriously!!!! I HATE MYSELF RIGHT NOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I am so overwhelemed right now and I shouldnt be. Arrrr. What the hell is the point any more? I dont know. Seriously I dont know. I should just go back to my old ways. There were way easier than this. I just keep struggling and dont make a damn break! Im out.
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Baby, please dont go back to your old ways. I\'m here for you. I am so so sorry that i was having a hard time yesterday, i just need to keep things to myself becuase i dont make this any easier for you. God I\'m so sorry. I\'m here for you anytime you need me. Be strong baby. I know you can do it. Your a fighter!! I love you very much, i dont want to lost you. kisses xoxo