shit shit shit

OK SO THIS IS MY FIRST ENTRY. I DID HOWEVER HAVE ANOTHER DIARY BUT I HAVE BEEN UNABLE TO ACCESS IT. SO MUCH CRAP HAS GONE ON IN MY LIFE LATELY TO BROTHER GOING TO JAIL MULTIPLE TIMES FAMILY MEMBERS DOING DRUGS...MOM MOVING AWAY BECAUSE THEY WERE UNABLE TO PAY RENT SO NOW SHES LIVING WITH HER MOTHER SOMETIMES LIVING OUTSIDE IN A TENT TO SOMETIMES IN THE HOUSE WHEN HER SISTER IS NOT BOTHERING HER SO MUCH. MY MOMS HUSBAND IS ALSO ON HIS DEATH BED BECUASE HE IS A HEAVY DRINKER AND NOW HIS LIVER IS FAILING ALONG WITH HIS KIDNEYS ITS BEEN SHIT. AS FOR ME AND MY PROBLEMS WELL...THAT CAN WAIT FOR ANOTHER DAY. THERES JUST SOOO MUCH DETAILS THAT I'VE LEFT OUT ONLY BECAUSE IT TAKES SO MUCH EFFORT AND ENERGY TO PUT IT DOWN AND HAVING ANXIETY AND DEPRESSION WELL I'M JUST NOT IN THE MOOD :(