shes doing it again.

shes doing it again. why does she take me for grated all the time. i still haven't heard from her in the longest time, its been longer than normal this time.  it just hurts so much. why do i still love her so much? it would be so much easier if i could get myself to stop caring about her. if i could do that my life would be so much better and id be a happier person.