shes acting distant again

shes acting distant again, i guess i should just get used to it i guess. i mean i love her to death but i dont think this is ever going to change. i feel like she thinks that i am bugging her to much. and i dont want her to feel that way, i feel like i messed things up again.  im missing her so much right now.   There is always going 2 be another mountain. I'm always going 2 want 2 make it move. Always going 2 be a battle.Sometimes I am going to have to loose. It's not about how fast i get there but it's about what is on the other side.It's about the climb.