Sheila died - it cant be true

A beautiful human being that i was blessed to be close friends with died last friday 14th march after a bike accident on 10th march. I am in total shock and only found out afterwards. This is turning into a numb disbelief. I think my mind just cant handle the truth. Shes gone. I will never see her again. She was the kindest most compassionate person i have ever known. It just cant be true. So many tears.