SHE WOKE UP!!!!!

AS I WROTE LAST TIME, MOM HAD JUST A FEW DAYS OR WEEK TO LIVE....ON AUG 12SHE TOLD THEM SHE WAS NOT FEELING GOOD AND WENT BACK TO BED....WE HAVE BEEN GOING EVERYDAY BEING WITH HER, TALKING, LOVING HER, SO SAD TO SEE HER GO...BRINGS BACK SO MUCH MEMORIES OF KENNY...BRINGS THE SADDNESS, THE HEARTACHE, THE WONDERING.....WELL TO EVERYONE'S SURPRISE MY MOM WOKE UP YESTERDAY...THEY SAW HER TRYING TO GET OUT OF BED.....SO THEY ASKED IF SHE WANTED TO GET UP, SHE SAID YES....WE GOT THERE AROUND NOON, MOM HAD BEEN UP FOR FOUR HOURS....OF COURSE SHE HAS NO CONCEPT OF THE TIME AND HER DEMINTIA HAS CAUSED HER MEMORY NOT TO KNOW THINGS LIKE TIME....IT WAS SO GREAT TO SEE HER AWAKE...SHE LOST SO MUCH WEIGHT, HOPEFULLY SHE WILL BEGIN AGAIN....THE DECISIONS I MADE I QUESTIONED OVER AND OVER BUT WHEN SHE WOKE I KNEW GOD HAD DIRECTED ME THE RIGHT WAY....AT 90, WE NEVER KNOW HOW LONG SHE HAS BUT I NEVER DREAMED OF LOSING MY SON AT 45....I GUESS AGE IS NOT THE ISSUE.

WE HAVE BEEN SO BUSY WITH MOM, I DON't Know WHAT TO DO...HOWEVER, I A DO HAVE A TERRIBLE BLADDER INFECTION....IT WAS SO BAD CAUSE I WAS IGNORING IT TO TAKE CARE OF MOM....GOSH, HOW WE LOVE OUR MOMS AND CHILDREN.....I SO WISH KEN WAS HERE I SHARED SO MUCH WITH HIM....I DO WITH BRENT BUT KEN WOULD JUST LET ME TALK AND LISTEN...ALL MY BOYS ARE GREAT...

IT IS SO HOT AND HUMID HERE...MISERABLE OUTSIDE...WOULD LIKE TO GO SOMEWHERE COOLER...FLORIDA TOO RAINY...IWE HAD A TRIP PLANNED UP IN THE LAKES. MAKE CHECK WHAT THEIR TEMP.  OF COURSE GOTTA WAIT UNTILL MAKE SURE MOM's OKAY......

I THINK EVERYTHING WHETHER GOOD OR BAD CREATES STRESS AND DEPRESSION...PLUS STRONG ANTIBOTICS BRING ME DOWN

......TIRED OF MY FEET NOT GETTING WELL...ANYONE HAVE AN ANSWER I WILL TRY IT....MY DOGGIE LOVES FISHES SO LAST NIGHT WE TURNED ON A FISH VIDEO ON TV. SHE WATCHED IT FOREVER..LOVED IT....SHE IS SO SWEET AND COMFORTING...SHE DOES NOTHING WITHOUT PERMISSION...SHE LIKES TO GIVE ME KISSES AT NIGHT...BUT SHE WILL WAIT UNTIL I SAY ITS OKAY...SHE GETS UP TO GO OUT , WHEN SHE COMES IN SHE MAKES SURE TO CHECK WHERE I AM...ONE DAY I WAS SITTING ON THE COUCH, SHE CAME INSIDE DIDN'T SEE ME SO GOES TO THE BATHROOM IN THE KITCHEN TO PEEP TO SEE IF I WAS IN THERE...SHE BRINGS SUCH JOY...

GUESS I HAVE DONE A LOT OF RAMBLING...LESS YOU GET AT LEAST ME THE LESS I HEAR FROM....STILL SORRY TO SAY   LIKED OUR OLD SITE...HAVE GOOD WEEKEND IF YOU READ THIS

AUGUST A VERY HARD MONTH   THEN COMES NOV WHEN KEN ENTERED HOSPITAL....THEN DEC WHEN WE SAID FAREWELL   HATE IT  HATE IT  HATE IT...