She is there with me..?

In the night I hear a whisper in my ear..
I open my eyes... or were they already open?
I get out of my bed and place my feet on the cold floor.
I rub my eyes slowly and I hear the whisper again...
Do I only hear it when my eyes are closed?
I stand up with my eyes open... and again I hear the whisper the voice stronger
Before I turn to walk I feel hands on my shoulders not cold but warm...
She is here with me?
Who you ask is here with me...?
She is here with me.. her voice is smooth her touch is gentle ... her heart
open to me and only me. 
Her smile... does not only block the sun but is warmer than the sun as well.
Her kiss fills me with the warmth of a summer and winter day at once. 
She lifts my mind my body and my soul with a passion only one 
can know. 
A bond so hard to break everything that falls on it is just stacked and 
one by one we knock it all down. 
She is here with me?
Her hands massage my shoulders slowly and every heartache disappeared..
When I turn around.. Her beauty is unseen.... she's not there... what 
what what then did i feel? I love... this nameless, shapeless, quiet.. person.
I run through the house and call.... Call what.. her name... is unknown too.
Why is it this dreaming is running me through... Haven't i searched hard 
enough?
She is here with me?
A noiseless sound wakes my body... and I learned something new...for
still i was in a slumber... and dreaming about you....who? She was there with
me?... Wasn't she.....Is she going to be.... at once my heart breaks again...
why must i wait... i don't think my heart will mend.... 
She was there with me?
 
Right..................