She is off and Walking

Well there is No doubt about it.  Aubrey official is a waling machine.  She first took her official step at 9 months and 2 and 1/2 weeks.  Now she is 10 months and has not slowed down.  she is walking every where.  she wants to run so bad that she keeps falling and getting a little upset at herself.  Baby jail is great for her walking because she has plenty of room to walk and show off to others and just enough room to try and run.  She loved showing off over Thanksgiving to everyone letting them all see her walk more then just 2 or 3 steps.  There was not a dry eye in the house.  I continue to cry even now.  She is getting so big.  I was at toys R us this Friday for Santa you know helping him get some toys HAHA.  When my nephew showed me a outfit, it was so cute but it said Baby's 1st Birthday.  It was pink and I looked at him like he had a hole in his head and said why would I get that.  He said it is on sale and will fit her.  My hubby then came up and reminded me that as of Monday it will be 50 days until her Birthday.  I could have passed out right there.  This year is going to quick.  We already got her Birthday dress.  OMG.  I had tears in my eyes walking around the store.  people walking by wondering what the heck is wronge with me.  It is hard to explain that you get so excited about all her firsts but then that is it.  She will soon be on her own even more.  That is why I am praying my hubby's business gets going and we are able to let me go part time or just stop all together.  I want to be able to spend more time with her.  I also want more and this chemical PGs that I had just made it worse though I know God has a plan for me and another baby at this time was not in it. I just hope that in a couple of years we will be blessed with another angle.Here's to a great weekend.