She is Gone

Yesterday 12 June 2009 my very first daughter was miscarried, at 5pm. She was a beautiful baby, looked a hell like me. Its tearing me up to no extent that I just want to murder myself. I am overcomming these thoughts yet at the same time I still am urged to do it. I held her crying knowing that I cant help her my daughter my life my world. The mother of the child mother came gave my friend Pat who has been here since day 1 a dirty look cuz she wanted to hold my daughter, but yet her mother was never there. I mean I miss her so much but at the same time I look at it as she has gone to a better place and I know that this isnt goodbye yet see you soon. All I ask is all of you my friends, to say a prayer for my daughter Patricia Lynn Colin. Thank you for caring so much in my time of need thank you