SHE IS ALWAYS BLAIMING ME
ITS NOT MY FAULT, WHY DID SHE LEAVE THE GIRLS HERE, THOUGHT IT WOULD BE OK, THEY WOULD LISTEN, BUT THEY DIDN'T, AND I CAN'T EVEN SAY WHAT WENT WRONG, BUT SOME THING HIGHLY WENT WRONG AND SHE, MY KID ALWAYS BLAIMS ME, ITS IF YOU CAN'T WATCH MY BOYS YOU HAVE TO GET OUT, NO IFS, AND, NOR BUTS, MISSED ANOTHER DOCTOR APPOINTMENT, HAVE NO INSULIN, I KNOW WHAT HAPPENED TODAY WAS TERRIBLE, IT WAS NOT MY FAULT, THE GIRLS ARE ALMOST 12 AND 13, THEY LIED TO HER AT FIRST WHAT HAD HAPPENED, IT WAS BABY A THAT ACKNOWLEDGED WHAT HAPPENED, THE GIRLS DID IT, BUT ITS ALWAYS MY FAULT, TOP SHIT OFF THE OLDEST GRANDAUGHTER THINKS EVERY THING IS A JOKE, SHE IS EVIL, GOD FORGIVE ME, BUT SHE HAS THAT SAME EVIL BLOOD FLOWING IN HERE AS MY DAUGHTER DOES, MY STEP SON HAS, HIS SON HAS, EVEN IN MY DAUGHTERS YOUNGEST I SEE A LITTLE AGGRESSION STARTING, I HAVE NO CHOICES ANY MORE, I HAVE TO LEAVE, I KNOW I WILL NOT SEE MY PRECIOUS LITTLE ANGELS ANY MORE, I KNOW SHE WILL TAKE THEM AWAY FROM ME, THERE ISN'T MUCH TO LIVE FOR ANY MORE... JUST ME!
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Wow sounds pretty intense - sorry you are having to experience that - but you know what, with you there, and your daughter treating you that way - all she\'s doing is teaching her children that\'s it\'s ok to children their elders with no respect and their family with no respect - sometimes we do wonder about the evil in some people -just doesn\'t make sense - you know if you did leave and just removed yourself from their lives for a while, she might actually become a little more respectful, possibly even a little appreciative. i am sorry you are having such a hard time, instead of her taking them from you - you should remove yourself from them and in time, when the time is right, they will be back in your life and you theirs - right now, none of it\'s healthy, just being there is destroying you that can\'t be good for your little angels - i will keep your struggles in my prayers.
I\'m so sorry to hear about your situation, I would never treat my Mom like that. Hang in there and stay strong, you sound like a very sweet and giving person. You gave me some great advise that really helped lift my spirits. I hope that things get better for you. Thinking of you...