She aint cray cray this week!! HEEYYY NOWW!!
Last week I was a freakin lunatic SERIOUSLY!!! I mean infertility was kicking a sista's BUTT last week it had me out for count! I did lOTS of praying and had to pull myself up because I was such a mess and really who was it affecting? ME!! Life goes on honey, nobody aint phase by lil' ole me feeling bad!! So, I was like ok this week NO TEARS...I gotta have some sort of peace and just say forget infertility for a days. Honestly I have had one of the most peaceful couple of days in quite some time. I have been feeling so peaceful, I have really put my focus in working out, teaching, and praying for other things besides getting pregnant like other people hurting and dealing with worst issues than me. I figure God knows I want a baby! I do however say prayers daily for all of you still fighting for that baby. I pray that God is with us daily in this struggle and you know what he truly is even when we don't feel it!
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I feel you. I was all kinds of crazy yesterday. Just emotional and angry, but up until yesterday I had been feeling pretty good and positive. It all just comes in waves. Glad you\'re finding some peace.
Love the positivity! I\'m going to join you. Xoxo
Glad you are picking yourself up. It isn\'t easy and you have been through a lot in the past years. Keep finding your inner strengh.
xoxo
Amen, life is a beautiful thing, gotta make the most of every day! :)
Love your attitude! It\'s amazing how we can find peace when we surrender our IF struggle temporarily and give into faith.
Great post!! I could have written it myself. So happy you are feeling more at peace. I feel like I have redirected my pity and sadness into happiness and peace as well. I also pray for all the ladies on DS!!
Thank God for finding a lil peace in the midst of all the chaos!!! I totally agree, that when I shift my focus off of my own desires and onto praying for others, or praising and thanking for my other blessings that I feel more fullfilled and more peaceful. Afterall he knows the desire of my heart and I am called to \"let go and let God\". Sending you lots of hugs!!!
You are so inspiring!! xo
I know you posted this a few days back so I hope you are feeling better, you just gotta roll with the punchs with IF, some days are better then others and we have all been there! You keep that pretty head up, this will work out, big hugs!! XO
I\'m glad your feeling better and love you\'re positive attitude! I hope things continue to go well for you. Infertility can suck the life out of us- literally. Its our job to take that control back and I think you\'ve done just that. Continue to live life and like you said -God knows you want a baby and He will bless you with one at just the right time. =)