sexual assault

ok i went and got bseas definition.ok ive been sexually assaulted. now the social worker cant argue im not insane i was sexually assaulted, rapist power control physical injuries from violence cutting, muscle problems, child abuse, sex demands, hey now im back in reality. paedophiles .......... yea thats right. thats the problem as well the way youre view changes of life its not the same after, and that youre not abnormal. i said that too if somebody does that to you thats what you do, its a normal response to somebody doing that to you its barbaric the battery without feeling and even less conscience and it feels like shock that can give ptsd (post traumatic stress  disorder) you may have physical inuries and also may have sexual injuries that need treatment for genital system problems.  as ar as i know if someone is doing it  over sex (getting a thrill) the inflicted injury on youre genital system is a sexual injury youre genital system can mean any facett of its operation or layout inc neurological function(s) so orgasmic dysfunction can occur etc. so now we have a definition i was sexually assaulted i call it a rapist as well, to me that attack sequence is a rape. to go to that mode is called a rapist, in itd head the assailant is in rape mode. that can also mean more than one.
do you see how they argued with me? it dosent matter (its only a rapist) nothing happened (really?)
it was all me (did i come back to attack me ?)
so now were in reality again, that in definition terms i can say sexual assault, and also rape. that isnt crying wolf i can do that. so now we are getting somewhere when a guy or gang of them possibly with  girls in the background somewhere do rape or a combination of those things abuse children as well. thats what i know too. but now we can use  normal terms  to describe and translate the data i.e. that guy is a rapist, they are a rape gang, that is a child abuser, also when he attacked he was in rape mode, he may not yet have penetrated his target though. so they can be using rape modes of behaviour that become worse as they did until the violence has no  restraint and in that instance a penetrative rape  occurs, possibly also a  murder as they freak out as you fight back, they dont run they get violent
you may think that they run when they are disturbed, they dont they get violent and strike at you seemingly to kill, theyre violent enough, like if they try to shut you up. its like when someone gets scared, they know theyve done something so bad that they try to silence you by killing you. thats the behaviour i saw to shut somebody up by killing them. its like they think if i kill you then i can just walk away and nobody will know what i did coz when i shut you up they wont  know it was me. you see that in the response in their head. theres variations on a theme but the same elements are there. a murderer might pay someone to shut you up like the "mob" or a "hit man" but the basic  element of killing to eradicate someone remains like the old quotation "dead men tell no tales".
is that extreme no it isnt, you may meet one, it is possible, .......is that a clearer view ?