September 21, 2016 - Goodbye

I am done with this cruel world, I have nothing to stop me, nobody to stop me, nobody to help. I’m leaving this world for good. I have to say bye to a couple friends and then I’m leaving. I don’t know how I’ll do it yet, but ill figure it out. I feel lost, confused, and scared. But I can’t seem to find myself. I don’t feel like a person anymore. How do I make this pain go away? I never should have been born. People like me shouldn’t be alive, shouldn’t exist. I should just leave, I’m going to leave. Soon. Hopefully this time no one will stop me. Because I want to go. I want to finish sometimes so that I can make this as clean as possible. I hope people can forgive me, and understand where I’m coming from. People keep telling me things are going to get better but I don’t see how they can. I don’t see how anything can change. I’ve been like this for far too long. I’m going to keep cutting so that I can be in some peace. But soon I’ll be in complete peace for once and for all. I cannot wait.

Goodbye, evil world.