September 2024

September is here and I am looking forward in doing a second season of Poker face being a back ground for the show. It was supposed to be for two days and I got a hotel for two nights only to receive an email stating that they do not need me for the second day kind of upsetting, but I guess it happens a lot in the industry. I am still trying to find ways to get my career full time so I can quit Arby's and walmart. I am just having too much issue with Arby's, always sticking me in Drive thru and listening to her complain about the time. Always nagging, I am tired and getting old to keep doing this.

Walmart is not to bad but putting up with the stupidity of customers as they do not read signs still using the self checkouts knowing that it is 15 items or less they still use them and when they are told that it is 15 items or less they get arrogant with you or worse yet they curse at you or sometimes they challenge your intellegence. I am still wondering what else I can do to get my career going. I still have additional project coming up auditioning breast cancer awareness at Macey's in Springfield. I hope that I can land that show in hopes that someone in the profession will be there to have interest in my talent. So I can quit arby's and maybe Walmart. Speaking of Walmart I have found out that I am not on the schedual for a whole week. I am so upset but it wasn't my fault far from it as it was caused of over hiring. But it will put a strain on my finances but at least I am able to curve my plans by changing my strategy. I have notice with Barbizon that there is a person that is a pain or I should say a critic. I feel that she is the main manager of this branch in Broomall, Pa I don't know if she is harrasing me or being honest. She tells me to wear all black and I can't wear any leggings that shine so I have switched over to wearing a black dress. I have a feeling she will be at the audition for Macy's Cancer awareness. Also she is part of the IMTA program something that relates to needing to pay to attend a show and the shows that I send in that are paid events I don't get in them, only ones that I pay to attend. So whats with that. I managed to get a later start time on Sunday except for this Sunday I have to come in around noon instead of 4pm, which makes me tired the next day having to be back at 9am. With the schedual for Walmart being short I hope my plans won't cause me to tap into my housing fund. Also I found out that the fracking local hospital screwed me by not accepting my payments and sending one of them to a collection agency. I know that I kept on top of any of my bills but their so called practice is a scam, I feel. I get papers about my ankle that caused me to be hospitalized in 2020, now I have to decided if I should pay it which would eliminate the process of statue of limitations to the very beginning or just let it limitations run through for the six years. That will be next year! That should be vengeance to them for what they did to me when I was paying on my bill. I have to have some serious thought.

AS for everything else I am still going to therapy and attending classes with Barbizon, I am going to audition for the cancer awareness. I just hope that I can get in it.

Well today is the day for casting of the 2nd season of Poker face, I'm sadden that I can't post anything on my Facebook page but it will go on my portfolio. I am excited as well as nervous. But I do feel safe. Well it's 5:35 am already checked in, waiting for the next step I'm going to do a little exploring around. I had to go to wardrobe and the only thing they changed on me was the shirt. I can wear my tinted sun glasses and the rest. I am going to cherish this day.  "I can't believe that I am doing this'. WOW!!!! 

Right now I'm waiting for hair and makeup. I wish my kids could be with me for this!!!

I guess I'm not getting my hair or makeup done. 

Well the.  Next step is a short bus ride to the stadium WOW!!

Time for my prop, exciting , I'm seated in my spot for the filming. So far went for 4 takes 2 on our side having me clapping hands. I messaged Merle about the filming but it ends up about me walking out. She did asked if I was auditioning or am I in it, right now we are on dinner break food not worth mentioning about, well waiting to start 2nd half 

I can't believe on how many takes they do for one section. Well the worst came to be I received an email from them stating that I am  being cut for the second day I was upset but I had fun that day, being on set with the cast of Poker Face. I did enjoy being background that maybe I will apply for background. In the meantime I ran out of my blood pressure medicine and it's been on a roller coaster ride 133/80 today it's 122/70 and the machine said that I was over 130 Lbs I don't want to weight at that level I guess my body or retaining water even though I'm not eating hardly anything or drinking. I don't want to weigh at that much but I guess when I go back on the Lisinopril. I was surprised that I didn't have any mouth from Arby's and I did correct the issue about the no call no show.

 Well Sept finally came to a conclusion. It has been an interesting month, I did the scene of Poker face in Pomona, NY, I had fun but I haven't gotten paid yet. I am still having issues with Arby's still trying to find ways to make it full time as I am not going to give up no matter what. But still I can say that if I have done a lot in 5 years and I am going to keep trying with out hesitation. Being at Arby's there is one person that I don't care working with and I hope that I am not scheduled. I am hearing from Daniel as he is telling me not to give up keep what you are doing. Which I am going to continue and strive in moving forward. This past weekend I tried to audition for Macy's cancer awareness only to get turned down. Being disappointed for being the only one not accepted. That was the third time I have tried to audition for Barbizon only to be turned away. I felt like it was an omen and I tried to back out of only to be told that I would forfeit the money I put up front almost 1k, I just don't want to lose that kind of money. I guess that I have no choice but to continue paying on it and hope for the best.