Sept, 6, 2020

Sept 6, 2020

Sunday, September 6, 2020

4:04 AM

September 6th,

Work is getting a little nerve racking customers are really being dumb or stupid when ordering menu items, they try to add things to the menu that we don’t have and not saying weather they want a meal or not, it get aggravating having to ask every time what they instead of thinking logic, which leads me to believe that there isn't any. There has been talk about Phil leaving the store to go somewhere else in the company I hope that this is just a rumor because I don't want to see him leave, on the other hand the other mgr. I am starting not to like working with him, as he is to much concern with getting other things done in stead of making sure the store is operating smoothly to which he does not, always busy doing other things like smoking weed with his buddy from the backline. I should say something but I am not going to ruffle any feathers.

I am starting to get a little frustrated sometimes which causing me to step back to get my wits together and telling myself it will soon be over.

As for the court I thought I was going to have to pay for the final copies of the judgement but I called to find out how I send in the payment only to find out that it is covered under the waiver that was approved for me.

I know that I am against using my credit card but I got tired of being denied a car loan and I would probably get denied of a house loan as well so I think I did the right thing to hiring Ovation a division of Lending tree to help clean up my credit report with all the  loans that were in default even though I have consolidated them back to Navient but it is still showing on my report along with that Verizon bill that I still don't remember having plus the repo from Sullivan motors that merle caused us to lose our car, but that is my fault because I didn't have a real job,  I am still trying to get a hold of them and the lawyer that they supposedly assigned me to. I am getting no response from either of them which aggravating me because I want a better paying job before I get to old to get one, I probably am  thanks to a certain person,

Oct 3rd is approaching and I hope to have all the papers sent in to change my birth certificate, the name on my drivers license as I am so looking forward to it.

As for the surgery I am still waiting for that special date and I do know that I am going to be excited and nervous as hell. But I must not get cold feet, I want to have it done.

I will say this I thank God for helping me during this journey so I may accomplish this goal in my life. He has shown me the way as fought through in reaching it, but it is a shame that I had to leave my family because of all the damage she has conflicted on me during the years. As of Sept 15th I will be celebrating 1year and 25 days being on HRT and on Sept 20th I will be celebrating 1year and 150 days of being out of the closet. I am happy for what I have accomplished as I knew that I could do it all myself, but I have other goals that needs to be accomplished as I know it will take time but patients is a virtue as I know I will get there in due time.