Sept 15,2021

Today has hit hard, but people say that life goes on but this topic is how can a person handle death in the family ??? One can only prepare but it is nothing like this. It hasn't hit me yet but I am pretty sure that it will. Just how much impact will it be on me??? I do not know!! All I do know is that it didn't phase me at all when my mother past away but knowing that my father just passed away. I can say that I am glad that I have reached out to him before he passed away. I am also glad that I was able to come to the conclusion to tell him that I forgave him and understood by his choice I am also glad that my father accepted me for who I am and that I was pleased to learn that from him. I was sort of shocked that he did, but I am not going to question it.

 I am sorry that I have not been able to see him for the last time. The only time I can remember was when he was staying with us in Green Creek when he warned me to get away from my wife merle telling me that she is bad news. But I always let my heart win over on what others say.

What would have happened if I was still with Merle, I don't think that she would keep this kind of information from me, but I will never know. I will miss my father. As I bid my farewell to my father  I will dearly miss him. Rest in Peace I surely will miss you

Thank you for giving me life