Selfish Old man...
This moanin.... it's difficult... the pain is relentless.. and I'm whinin...i shuffle thru all the huggs.. and best wishes... and I realise... how Selfish I really am...I come online to DS....I use to go thru my friend list... readin the jounals...sometimes it would take couple days...but I managed to read and say hey how you.... hope thing get better... the list gets longer... the computer gets slower.... site is going thru some changes... better too mind ya...then slowly I cut down on my readin of the journals...i find myself wanting to get outside in the sunshine away from the computer... away from the tv... and video games...I want to feel the sun on my face... the wind in my hair...swatt some skitters...mow some grass....yepp it's summer... and I tend to indulge in me time....then the weather changes... summer is ending... life is more demandin...Pain is relentless... I'm here lookin for the support I've been so Little in givin...But here I is... help me...I know ...That all my wonderful friends here on DS.... are havin some ruff times too...and I've failed to tell you all how wonderful it is to have a place to turn to in my needy times... seems like a lot lately.. Fall is in the air...yeah feels like it fell on me somtimes....So any who...I'm sorry I've been so selfish... so needy... I'm only gonna say... I'm so glad my friends here on DS....have overlooked my short comings... and always lend me the support I need to carry thru....Thank you ....Thank You....I wish everyone many Blessing... thank you all for sharing and caring... i am truly blessed ... by you all... Russ
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