Self esteem issues

Over the last week or so nothing has really happened it changed but for somereason I have been feeling really low about my self lately. I wNt to be able to just trow my hair up and go without makeup for a day but I can't I'm not one of those girls that can just effortlessly up there hair up mine just looks like a homeless mess. No matter what I do I have always had dark circles under my eyes. I want to not worry but even when I have makeup on I still worry