self discovery of sensuality
I think there comes a point in someones life when you discover something about yourself. I am not sure if the older I get the more I get to know myself a little better. I guess I have always known this but for some reason never thought much into it, until recently. I am a very Sensual person, and what I mean by that is my five sense's are so in tune with my mind and body. I can relate to things that have happend to me as and child, like certain smells, that will remind me of something way back then. Even as I recall being a teenager and seeing things and now if I see these things, it brings me back to those years. If I hear someones voice I can recall who they are before I see them. I guess even now, I am a person who loves to take everything in. When I am in the moment I get in tune with all of these senses, so I can recall the memory later on. For example: Today I went for my daily walk in the rain. As I went on this walk I could see the coulds in the sky hanging over my head getting ready to break open with all the rain. I noticed how the clouds changed their shape and moved over my head. I remember listening to the songs on my Ipod and feeling the songs make me walk a little faster. As the rain began to fall in my face I could feel each drop dripping down my eyelashes and into my eyes, and the cold wet water cooling me down. As I worked up a faster pace my breathing became heavier and I could smell all the rain leaving that wonderful smell. As I came to the end of my walk and the water was dripping off me, I could taste the water on my lips and how it tasted. I am so thankful for all these wonderful senses I have. I will not take them for grantate anymore. For some people out there, do not have such luxery of these things. And the ones who do, do not know how to enjoy them in every moment of lives. So for those of you who are reading my journal next time you are in a moment and want to savor everything about it please remember all of your five senses, touch, smell, see, hear, and taste. Someday you might be somewhere and get a smell and or a sight of something and all those memories of that moment, will come flooding back into your body.
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