Seething Hatred (Full Strength)
I hate her. I HATE her. I FUCKING HATE HER.
No.
No, nothing new happened. There is no "trigger" that caused me to be worried about OW or to drag me back into this horrid cycle. I've just been miserable and depressed and resentful as all hell of H. Everything he does irritates the shit out of me and I want to punch him in the face or to tell him to just GTFO for no particular reason.
We've been trying to deal with some issues and I've been working my butt off trying to muddle through with what few skills I have. Problem solving has never been our forte. We each do ok on our own, but together we're a nightmare. Generally speaking, one or the other of us just takes a problem and runs with it and the other sighs a heavy sigh of relief and dusts off hands before walking away. Well, no more. I'm sick of it.
I'm sick of him. And her.
Come to find out, when I was living the most hellish, most horrid, most painful months of my life out, WISHING EVERY DAY I COULD DIE - she was blissfully getting engaged. She was living out her fantasy fairy tale dream of being proposed to on a beach and spending long weekends at romantic bed and breakfasts.
HOW NICE FOR HER.
Homewrecking slut.
I don't care what anyone says about revenge, I'm going to print every email that whore wrote my H and send them to her fiance a month before the wedding. Let her words speak for her. If they still get married and live a blissful life, then good for them, they probably do deserve it after all. But if they split up and lose tens of thousands of dollars they've invested in this ridiculous farce of a wedding, gee, no tears will be shed here.
No.
No, nothing new happened. There is no "trigger" that caused me to be worried about OW or to drag me back into this horrid cycle. I've just been miserable and depressed and resentful as all hell of H. Everything he does irritates the shit out of me and I want to punch him in the face or to tell him to just GTFO for no particular reason.
We've been trying to deal with some issues and I've been working my butt off trying to muddle through with what few skills I have. Problem solving has never been our forte. We each do ok on our own, but together we're a nightmare. Generally speaking, one or the other of us just takes a problem and runs with it and the other sighs a heavy sigh of relief and dusts off hands before walking away. Well, no more. I'm sick of it.
I'm sick of him. And her.
Come to find out, when I was living the most hellish, most horrid, most painful months of my life out, WISHING EVERY DAY I COULD DIE - she was blissfully getting engaged. She was living out her fantasy fairy tale dream of being proposed to on a beach and spending long weekends at romantic bed and breakfasts.
HOW NICE FOR HER.
Homewrecking slut.
I don't care what anyone says about revenge, I'm going to print every email that whore wrote my H and send them to her fiance a month before the wedding. Let her words speak for her. If they still get married and live a blissful life, then good for them, they probably do deserve it after all. But if they split up and lose tens of thousands of dollars they've invested in this ridiculous farce of a wedding, gee, no tears will be shed here.
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Allora, you don\'t really think they are going to live a blissful life do you? Come on, we know how hard being married is, and how much it sucks. Do you really think that piece of shit has what it takes? I don\'t. We know what kind of woman she is, and soon her poor fiance will find out too.
I understand though. I HATE OW too. I don\'t imagine my hate for her will ever go away. After all she has done to my life and my family, I hate to think of her ever having a moment of happiness, but then again, maybe I do want her to be blissfully happy for a moment... then it will hurt all that much more when it all comes crashing down around her. She will think \" What have I done to deserve this????.......... Oh, yeah....\"
Fucking bitches all of them!!!!!! Here\'s hoping any happiness for them is short lived!!!!
I\'m particularly suspicious of people who cheat whilst engaged. That\'s the time when you\'re starting out with someone new. Why would you cheat? It\'s as if you want the marriage for one thing and the A for another. You would probably be doing him a favour by letting him know. I\'m pretty sure my sneezy ex cheated on me shortly before we got engaged. I wish someone had told me....
You should definitely do it allora!!! Was she with this guy during the A? What a total homewrecking whore! It would be funny if the fiance called off the wedding at the last minute and cost her a bunch of money!
I understand the hate all too well. I haven\'t been on DS much at all, so not sure if you are aware but my stbx and OW whoreface are now together. So ya, I totally get the murderous rage towards both of the people that caused me so much hurt. My IC told me there is no rush to forgive. It\'s ok to be in the hurt for awhile and everyones \"awhile\" is a different time period that everyone else\'s.
If she was cheating on her fiancee, he should absolutely know. There is no way he should get married to her. I don\'t blame you for one minute about how you want to get back at her...but be careful about what happens to him. Maybe you could get him in cahoots and have him pretend and then dump her publicly at the alter? Ahhh, the dreams of revenge. She is a miserable excuse for a human being and therefore will not have a happy life. The fact that she is cheating scum means that it\'s not all hunky dory in whoreland. Happy, fulfilled people do not cheat while engaged.
At one point, OW wrote Huz a charming letter. It was THE proof I needed to confront him with the A. I had already asked him and been blown off and he had denied any wrong doing, but in the letter OW wrote (called, \"the List\") she literally listed all the pros and cons for being with him instead of her current boyfriend. She was not engaged at the time, but she was \"serious\" about him.
To be fair, \"dating\" is not \"married\", but I still think it\'s a shit thing to do to anyone with whom you\'ve promised any sort of exclusivity.
At any rate, here\'s her \"CONS\" list #8:
8. I cant stand the idea of breaking Jeffs heart- it makes me nauseous. Seriously- he didnt do anything to deserve this.
BUT CLEARLY I DID? Glad she thought of her boyfriend, even though thinking of how much she would hurt me apparently didn\'t matter.