Seeking support
I have a gambling problem and need help. I need to stop. I need to talk to people that know what it is like. Once you start it is hard to quit. You keep thinking Ill get it (the money) back. Once you get it back, you start thinking you can make up for yesterdays losses too. I'm praying for a miracle. I needs friends and I need to get off the low I am on.
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I tried to go to a GA meeting last night. Got to the address the man on the hotline gave me and the meeting had moved to another address. Know one at the facility could give me the new address. I am remaining hopeful I can meet people with the same problem. I don\'t love myself right now. I hope this feeling will pass.
What\'s in the name \"Get it back\". I once was a person that I respected. I presently don\'t respect myself. I know I can not get back the money lost, but I can regain my self respect.
I\'m not a writer and not sure what I\'m suppose to put on this page.
Today I received a call from one of the host at the casino. They said they just wanted to inform me I could receive 8 times the points on Saturday. Told me to stop by the host desk for a special dinner. I told them I had other plans this weekend. My plan is to rest and keep the money i made at work this week....out of machines and casinos. I have plans to go the spa for a complementary message, but im not going to go into the casino. I believe I don\'t need to use my free play. I think I\'d be better off not to go near the machines and tables.