Seeing her...
Seeing her yesterday for the first time in a long time brought back all the memories and reminder of how much I miss this person and love.
All I wanted to do was to hold and hug her and tell her how much I love her. The look in her eyes told me everything I needed to know, there was nothing their for her, no feeling. All I could sense was her anger and hatred towards me which I do not understand why.
It's been 6 months and I still wonder what happened, why are we on this patch, how could she shut off her feelings.
This has set me set me back, all I can see when I close my eyes is the look she gave me which put me into tears.
I am trying to hard to move forward but all I feel is pain, I love this woman, I love her with all my heart, I want her back, I want my life back...
All I wanted to do was to hold and hug her and tell her how much I love her. The look in her eyes told me everything I needed to know, there was nothing their for her, no feeling. All I could sense was her anger and hatred towards me which I do not understand why.
It's been 6 months and I still wonder what happened, why are we on this patch, how could she shut off her feelings.
This has set me set me back, all I can see when I close my eyes is the look she gave me which put me into tears.
I am trying to hard to move forward but all I feel is pain, I love this woman, I love her with all my heart, I want her back, I want my life back...
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I know that look all too well. Unfortunately, I see it almost every day. The best I can do is believe the woman before me is no longer the woman I loved and was loved by. The grief must run its course, though I\'m still too deep in it to see the end anywhere in sight. I know that I did not do this and suspect this is true for you. Nothing we did caused this to happen. Instead, something good broke within our lovers. It is beyond repair. We will never be the same again, but this doesn\'t mean we must be less than we were. We need to find ourselves through the pain. There must be something better the Lord intends for us. I have faith but no stirrings of hope.
Praying for peace, healing, and hope for you and me.