see anther doctor

Something showed up on the ultersound so now I have to see a gyn.   That is June 14th.  I try not to worry about it but I do.  I am not bleeding any more and there is not a discharge at all.  But the lower back hurts more than usual.  Never used to hurt in bed but now it does.  And also during the day.  Today the stomach hurt.   If it's not one thing it's another.  I'm so sick of it.  Of course worrying about Scott does not help.  We know he can't go home cus he needs more care than what he can get at home.  But he still wants to go home.  I feel guilty about that.  But I can not do it by myself and there is no one who can help since the rest of the family all have jobs.  So the best thing for him is to stay in the nursing home.  He was really confused thursday when I was there.  Getting mad at me and then not eating his lunch.  I was just trying to untangle his bed control remote and he got mad.  He is on morphine again but he never acted like this at home while on it.  I forgot to check to see what his dosage was while at home.  I was trying to give Boss the cat some attention.  He's a lonely little boy.  May bring him home with me if I can find a large dog crate to put him in till my cats and him get used to each other.  I don't want any fights.   One day at a time and I know the Lord is with me.