See a change in my behavior but...

       I am so used to not thinking before I send a message to my boyfriend Nate, so I find myself starting to send him a message. Then I remember my goal of no contact for 30 days and delete the message.
       I have 18 days left to go! I have made it past Valentines Day and my birthday (never told him when it was) without contact. My main priority is to work the steps and get focused on my school work. This is the most focused on a goal that I have ever been!
      It is really hard not to talk to someone you are in love with.